I feel as though the past rendered relief and karmic debt paid. Fulfillment of past lives. Though the present seems to bring confusion and feelings of unworthiness and mistrust, the next three months have you coming to terms with a past life and you feeling at ease. This sidewalk that you go down you know well and seems to be a place of familiarity and non-health at the same time. You let it go and you feel it—if you know what I mean. It’s not easy and you take it like you know it’s there for you to take. You’re strong and ready for it, like you know it’s coming. A giant stone to your stomach. And strangely enough, you know it’s right, too. Perhaps your Karma that you’ve accepted.
The best advice I can give you right now is to trust your gut (I heard that. Not pun intended… baby?) in that last conversation. Don’t let his words keep you in a place of guilt. It’s his last attempt to make you stay. (If you do not want a baby now, be very careful.) Pairing up is a human need—but ultimately you will both flower spiritually if you fly.
tyyy warm hugss light and love you hit it right on the dot cept for the baby part it’s the other way around he want’s to baby me and I can’t stand that….