White Lotus

“Is (deleted for anonymity), who was my friend, lover, and husband someone I knew in the past lives that I am dealing with as karma debt in this lifetime that has finally come to an end in this lifetime parting ways as we ended our 25 years relationship?”

Dear White Lotus,
Thank you for your question. So very synchronistically, I have had many questions lately that have to do with past lives and karmic debt being paid. I feel that this year for so many of us has to do with raising our vibrations. Lovingly and peacefully letting go of karmic ties seems to be a theme this month.

Here is what I found in your three-card reading:

It seems as though your relationship started out feeling very romantically centered and connected. You were both able to relate and manifest together in a way that felt equal to you and powerfully positive. However, there was an imbalance in power and it affected him negatively. It seems as though your significant other took actions to balance this between you, but instead of creating an equal exchange between you both, he weighted things again in an unbalanced way, this time in his favor. He took your power and energetically took over. This seemed to take you by surprise and left you feeling a bit off kilter and not yourself.

Presently, it is so very important to try with all your might to live in joy. This will bring you back to yourself. It’s not easy when you feel betrayed. It’s like bits of yourself were left in different parts of your life. It’s time to bring them all back together. Know this: his efforts may make you uneasy, but he has no claim on you. Ground and stay focused. Earth energy is on your side. This power play can end in this life. It is up to you to take your power back through your healing efforts and by staying focused and grounded.

In the next 3 months I feel that you will go through / work through feelings of defeat, like you’ve been waiting and waiting and waiting. Have heart, my dear. Be gentle with yourself. I feel that you will start to begin a new chapter in your life and perhaps for the first time in a long time be ready to attract another partner—one who better suits how you have evolved in this life.

I hope this helps. Love and healing energy to you. Namaste.

In Love,

Meg

Rose


Rose, My Darling,

I feel as though the past rendered relief and karmic debt paid. Fulfillment of past lives. Though the present seems to bring confusion and feelings of unworthiness and mistrust,  the next three months have you coming to terms with a past life and you feeling at ease.  This sidewalk that you go down you know well and seems  to be a place of familiarity and non-health at the same time. You let it go and you feel it—if you know what I mean. It’s not easy and you take it like you know it’s there for you to take. You’re strong and ready for it, like you know it’s coming. A giant stone to your stomach. And strangely enough, you know it’s right, too. Perhaps your Karma that you’ve accepted.

The best advice I can give you right now is to trust your gut (I heard that. Not pun intended… baby?) in that last conversation. Don’t let his words keep you in a place of guilt. It’s his last attempt to make you stay. (If you do not want a baby now, be very careful.) Pairing up is a human need—but ultimately you will both flower spiritually if you fly.

One Love Padmes

David

Thank you so much for your question, David.

I was drawn to delve into the past a bit more and then the future in order to express to you what your angels and guides wanted to get across today, so that “3-Card” reading was tossed out the window…

Reiki Readings David and O

Here is what I found regarding your current romantic and soulful relationship and what is to come:

First of all, this back-and-forth between the two of you is far from new. I see that in a past life you and O. were very much in love and romantically involved, however her parents were against the pairing. They seem to me like king and queen-esque. They took on that stature/felt that way about themselves, were political figures and definitely aristocrats. They were against your match because of social status and political reasons. It seems that O. ended up with someone she loved as a person, though never had a romantic connection with him. This marriage brought the family what they considered “security” in status. What she did brought great power to her family. She sacrificed her love for them in that life. (For some reason, you need to know that was her choice. She was not forced, though pressured yes.)

Her parents had a very strong influence on keeping you apart, but it was her who made the choice to be loyal to her parents rather than choosing to be with you. She felt it was more secure or safe at the time. I get the very strong feeling that you are connected, but it was not the right time for a partnership in that life.

In this life, O. is reluctant to commit and hesitant because of past life trauma… Karma. She can’t emotionally commit. I see you were ready in the past life as you are now. I have to assure you that at this time, there are no “right” things that can be said to remedy this Karma. Time has to pass for her. O. has some life to live. She has to have experiences behind her before she will be ready for you. And I’m sorry, but I don’t believe it will be in this life. The timing is later when you are both different spiritually.

I see you as already having the deep intrinsic understanding of this. You need to be together as you are for her to do what she needs to do—process what she needs to process while she’s here now.

You are “dealing” with it the best way you can, which is helping you to become more powerful in your Self and very spiritually evolved.

Within the next 3 months things will sharpen and become more clear to you—when you can detach your physical Self and your spiritual Self you will start feeling a new part of yourself regarding this situation and moving forward with many new events in your life. Your outlook will not only change, but evolve. That is one of the important things you are here to do in this life. This is how you free yourself from a “stuck” cycle that has followed you through many lives regarding karma with O.

You have sacrificed for the benefit of both of you and, though it may not feel like peaches and roses, physically and spiritually you have both helped each other grow and are star-crossed in that agreement.

This seems harsh, but you needed to experience heartfelt devastation and rejection; she needed to go through making a monumental choice; she needed to know you were here then and now again; you need to go through a process of letting go and then feeling whole with what and who you are all while knowing a physical relationship is not resinating now—in essence you are here to learn a soulful patience and compassionate acceptance of the Universe at work. You are here to learn trust.

A moment will come when you think you have failed, but almost as soon as it comes, you will realize that you have succeeded. You’re going to realize that O. is not the physical manifestation of a romantic relationship for this life. You’ll go through a process of feeling great loss, a grief period (though not as heavy and as devastating as your past life experience). You will go inside, but not cut yourself off from the world.

You do have another great opportunity for love.

You will know her when you see her. It will be a new fresh feeling of love for you (not so much karma being worked out). You need to protect her (new relationship) and nurture this romance. Your heartache from the past will release and you will find joy with this new, very stable and magickal woman. (I heard “Apples and Oranges.” The two women are not to be compared. They are completely different from each other and in their paths. They are different in what they are here to experience with you.) This new love will be quite independent and it is the right time in this life for this convergence.

I feel that early Fall will render an extremely significant shift for you.

I hope this helps you on your journey and I wish you clarity peace and joy going forward in your New Year!

One Love Padmes

CS

Thank you for your patience in my response. I have recently had a loss in the family and have been moving a bit more slowly than usual.

Here is the what I got from my angels and guides when asking for you: “What do I need to know in order to take my business to the next level?”

My darling, my first impressions are that you have some research to do and that you need to get over some fears about being successful before you can truly achieve what you want to achieve—all feasible, by the way.

I see that even though it would be in your best interest to collaborate with a like-mind who has your best interests in mind, you will be going at this possibly with your own money and your own entrepreneurial skills and prowess.

I advise you to go for it, learn all you can before investing, and be patient with your investment. Though not traditional, your empire will grow if you water it with love and kindness. In all your business relationships, you’ll get more bees with honey, honey.

Barbara

“Will Kitty be Found?”

Thank you for your patience. I hope this helps you in your quest for greater goodness. Here is what I heard from my guides and angels when asking the question, “Will Kitty be found?”:

My darling, it does not look so.

The Wheel Reversed: The timing is not right for this to come into fruition. The best thing for now is to be quiet (as hard as that may be) in order to hear/feel when the timing is more supportive. You may have more intuitive synchronicities in a different physical location..

Two of Swords Reversed: Something in you knows what’s up. You have come to a resolution within youself that you believe to be true—trust what you feel, because your feelings are right on.

Judgment Reversed: Look back at patterns in the past and learn from them. What does this remind you of? How can you let go and forgive?

I hope this has helped in some way. Please do not hesitate to contact me again for further assistance.