Microcosmic Orbit Practice—Healing Deep Consciousness and Old Patterns

The practice of Microcosmic Orbit has brought my attention to my own deep healing process. Here is one of the epiphanies I experienced during this practice and the recorded Galactic MicroOrbit Guided Meditation Link so you can try it yourself!

For the last 50 days of the Goddess Reiki Apprenticeship this year, I hosted a Zoom guided 50 Days of MicroCosmic Orbit… Changing up your routine, getting into the practice of daily meditation and consciously raising your vibration changes your life. With the world and social climate and the many astrological influences right now, this practice both prepared me and helped me stay conscious to my alignment with my Higher-Self awareness.

I kept a journal through the 50 days of MicroOrbiting, knowing that this type of practice would bring about change influencing my insides and my outsides! I wanted to keep some notes about what those personal changes and experiences would be for me. I thought I knew what they would be, but the unexpected surfaced.

I’ve been recognizing so much lately how I become when I’m defensive. I get defensive when I’m emotionally threatened somehow. When I’ve felt safe to be myself, vulnerable, sensitive, but then realize abruptly that I’m not safe the way I had thought I was. I’m betrayed somehow, or I’ve given my trust to someone who has broken it, or I’ve held expectations too high and then come to realize that truth when those false expectations are dashed.

When I get defensive, I hold my breath, I hold my body in a way that it can’t relax. My voice is different, my energy is different. It’s no longer open. I realize I was holding myself this way the whole time I was growing up. I wasn’t safe, I was always threatened. I don’t like holding myself in this way. It feels so closed off from everything I really do want to experience.

One of the Soul Lessons I came in to become an expert at… to stay open in the face of emotional threat, emotional betrayals, and disappointment. How to maintain the presence of my essence, Truth, even when the Personality-Self is fearful. How to see everyone around me as a light being in a physical body, how to not be as influenced by the “Avatar” of the Soul I am interacting with more than the Soul itself. What a doozy of a Soul Lesson..

This self-protection process that I seem to have learned in this life is to ultimately retreat. That most situations are not hug-it-out-type situations and that everyone is in their own process at their own speeds, so they usually don’t match up.. The healing and figuring out and de-charging isn’t at a mutual place, so I do my own process of healing and forgiving.. (That includes a lot of Reiki, talking to guides and reevaluating how I’ve held my self-worth.)

During this 50 Days of MicroOrbit, I asked someone’s Higher-Self to meet me in the Cathedral of Souls, a neutral destination in the astrals where healing interactions can happen with Higher-Selves, Ascended Masters, and Angels. I asked them there so our Higher-Selves could communicate in neutrality about a situation that took place in which I felt I had again held trust in someone’s motivations placing my expectations of that connection and trust on a pedastal and was now disappointed.

When we were there, she was relaxed and loving and kind. She told me about her own sense of worthiness, how her Personality-Self tried to compensate by holding the appearance of never being wrong, always having the answers. How others opinions of her identity, of who she was and what she was capable of, were important in her process of learning. We talked about her soul lesson in this being the study of lack and how she was experimenting with giving herself lots of examples in this life to be competitive with others.

This whole conversation brought so much understanding to me. It also showed me where I was in my process with lack mentality, what I hold myself to with obligation. It brought to my attention things and situations I was continuing to put time and energy and effort into that I was complete with or that the needs for my own growth had evolved into something different that no longer needed their original containers.

The Universe making things uncomfortable or some type of scary, often times is the Higher-Self alerting the Personality-Self that it’s time to change it up… How long will you allow the Personality-Self to be in this space of upset? How will you change your surroundings so that you can experience the energy of joy and happiness? Flipping that lightswitch within changes everything in the surrounding atmosphere.

I’ve received much needed clarity from consciously getting into a neutral state and raising my frequency by daily MicroOrbiting. This practice sets space for the Personality and subconscious mind to relax, release those defensive protective mechanisims and connect with the Higher-Self, connect to Oneness Awareness. The healing that is taking place for me, coming from heart-space, being able to remove fear and shame and guilt and obligation, has moved me into a peaceful awareness that helps me continue holding the space I need to as a soul who has come in to help the planet.

I am grateful. I am grateful. I am grateful.

Om mani padme hum.

You can see for yourself how this practice heals your experience. Here is the recorded Galactic Microcosmic Orbit guided meditation.

OneLove,

Meg

 

Padmes is on Vacation!

My wonderful fiance and I are in La Jolla this week for rest and relaxation. Beach hopping is the plan!

 

padmes on vacation

#padmesdailytarot is on Vacay! Card of the Day will resume on the 24th!

Padmes Card of the Day—The Hierophant reversed

padmes card of the day the hierophant reversedPadmes Card of the Day—The Hierophant reversed

#PadmesCard of the Day—Not the day to let all your secrets out of the bag or speak your truth harshly at the expense of others. This done could render ongoing conflict or an impression about you that won’t soon leave the minds of many. Also, the energy afoot may feed a bit on separateness. Don’t give in. Even if it’s challenging, see the connection of Oneness and the day should unfold smoothly.

#Padmes #Tarot www.padmes.com

Padmes June Sabbatical to Cabo, Mexico

My birthday month of June couldn’t have been better this year.

I ventured out with the girls for an amazing trip to Cabo. The whole idea was rest, relaxation, and celebrating birthdays! Pool time, ocean time, and fun time!

We sailed across the ocean (really just off  shore from where we were staying) in a glass-bottom boat to Del Arcos, the rock formations at Lovers beach and stayed for the day. When we landed we were immediately helped off the boat (practically carried to dry sand) and then approached by guys selling cervesas. That’s what I”m talking about. Paradiso!

We went shopping through tents and tents of silver jewelry and embroidered dresses. It was so freaking hot I wished I had one of those dorky personal electric fans. The guys selling the jewelry actually got paper fans out and started fanning us! “We want you to buy, so look around and be comfortable, movie star.” hahahaha I got some great stuff!

We got massages, lunched on the marina, and of course did a timeshare tour for a free sunset cruise! We hit all the stops.

We went to The Office, one of the restaurants right on the beach, Solomon’s, another great place for dinner, and my favorite, Sunset da Monalisa.

Mom at Sunset de Mona Lisa

Sunset da Monalisa

The best part of Cabo, Mexico was in fact an Italian restaurant called Sunset da Monalisa. When we arrived at Sunset da Monalisa were were told that no one could sit outside that night because the wind was just too strong. They couldn’t serve food in the wind! So we were inside. The walls of this restaurant are all glass. This is because it is perched on the top of a cliff overlooking the ocean. Sunset da Monalisa is, hands down, the most amazing place to watch a sunset.

From the moment we walked in I could feel my mom. This was a place she had never been, but I knew she was there with me that night. I looked out into the ocean off of the cliff and it felt like this was one of the places we had called our favorite.

The food was divine. We weren’t finished dining before it was that magical hour. Everyone in the whole restaurant made their way outside on the cascading verandas to watch the sunset. I felt like I was in a different dimension. It was magical. I could tell my mom was all around me and enveloped as much as I was in the beauty of this night. It was truly a stunning dreamlike experience.

When the sun set and we walked back up to our table, my friend showed me her phone. She had taken pictures of all of us and all of the pictures she had taken of me had a bright yellow orb in it. I didn’t need the validation, but it was awesome to have it. My mom was right next to me the whole time.

sunset da monalisaI didn’t take this picture, but this is exactly what it looks like!

 

 

Happy Anniversary, Pura Vida Reiki Circle!

Happy 3-Year Anniversary to Pura Vida Reiki Circle Meetup!

Goddess Reiki Share DecemberI’m excited to have two Reiki events this month and Yay for 3 years of Reiki goodness! Big hearts of thank you to all the Lightworkers who have lit up this circle and brought their healing game to each event they attended. The world needs you and your work is important. I am grateful for you all and I’m blessed that you’ve added your light to the Crystal Reiki Grid, your personal experiences, empathy, love and for the loving kindness you’ve offered to all who have come to heal and for all those who were healed from afar. You are amazing! Thank you!

Pura Vida Reiki Circle started when I was searching for a Reiki share in Lafayette, CO and couldn’t find one near me. Our first venue was Pura Vida, a holistic spa on Arapahoe and 75th. When the spa closed, I began searching for amazing venues—venues that had a special Spirit that went along with the energy that we were sending out to the world. We found Teresa Dunwell’s Gallery of Enlightenment in Lafayette and were there until it closed, and now we have been aligning with Kelly Big Blue Barn and Adi Shakti in Boulder. It’s been an amazing journey in each of these places, full of lovely faerie and grounded energies.

To honor my mom who passed away, I began Pura Vida Reiki Circle with the first meetup on March 19th, her birthday. Starting in 2011, here we are today, my mom’s birthday month, 2014, 3 years later! The amazing women who have graced this circle, the healing we have witnessed together, and the love and support that we all share is an amazing gift!

Thank you everyone. If you would like to join us, please let me know! You can call me (Meggin O’Morrow) at 623.229.9505, or RSVP at GoddessReikiShare.com. You are very welcome in this circle and we look forward to meeting and sharing Reiki with you! If you cannot attend, we can include you on the Goddess Reiki Share Distance Reiki list so that you can receive healing from afar.

OneLove,

Meg