Thank you so much for your question, David.

I was drawn to delve into the past a bit more and then the future in order to express to you what your angels and guides wanted to get across today, so that “3-Card” reading was tossed out the window…

Reiki Readings David and O

Here is what I found regarding your current romantic and soulful relationship and what is to come:

First of all, this back-and-forth between the two of you is far from new. I see that in a past life you and O. were very much in love and romantically involved, however her parents were against the pairing. They seem to me like king and queen-esque. They took on that stature/felt that way about themselves, were political figures and definitely aristocrats. They were against your match because of social status and political reasons. It seems that O. ended up with someone she loved as a person, though never had a romantic connection with him. This marriage brought the family what they considered “security” in status. What she did brought great power to her family. She sacrificed her love for them in that life. (For some reason, you need to know that was her choice. She was not forced, though pressured yes.)

Her parents had a very strong influence on keeping you apart, but it was her who made the choice to be loyal to her parents rather than choosing to be with you. She felt it was more secure or safe at the time. I get the very strong feeling that you are connected, but it was not the right time for a partnership in that life.

In this life, O. is reluctant to commit and hesitant because of past life trauma… Karma. She can’t emotionally commit. I see you were ready in the past life as you are now. I have to assure you that at this time, there are no “right” things that can be said to remedy this Karma. Time has to pass for her. O. has some life to live. She has to have experiences behind her before she will be ready for you. And I’m sorry, but I don’t believe it will be in this life. The timing is later when you are both different spiritually.

I see you as already having the deep intrinsic understanding of this. You need to be together as you are for her to do what she needs to do—process what she needs to process while she’s here now.

You are “dealing” with it the best way you can, which is helping you to become more powerful in your Self and very spiritually evolved.

Within the next 3 months things will sharpen and become more clear to you—when you can detach your physical Self and your spiritual Self you will start feeling a new part of yourself regarding this situation and moving forward with many new events in your life. Your outlook will not only change, but evolve. That is one of the important things you are here to do in this life. This is how you free yourself from a “stuck” cycle that has followed you through many lives regarding karma with O.

You have sacrificed for the benefit of both of you and, though it may not feel like peaches and roses, physically and spiritually you have both helped each other grow and are star-crossed in that agreement.

This seems harsh, but you needed to experience heartfelt devastation and rejection; she needed to go through making a monumental choice; she needed to know you were here then and now again; you need to go through a process of letting go and then feeling whole with what and who you are all while knowing a physical relationship is not resinating now—in essence you are here to learn a soulful patience and compassionate acceptance of the Universe at work. You are here to learn trust.

A moment will come when you think you have failed, but almost as soon as it comes, you will realize that you have succeeded. You’re going to realize that O. is not the physical manifestation of a romantic relationship for this life. You’ll go through a process of feeling great loss, a grief period (though not as heavy and as devastating as your past life experience). You will go inside, but not cut yourself off from the world.

You do have another great opportunity for love.

You will know her when you see her. It will be a new fresh feeling of love for you (not so much karma being worked out). You need to protect her (new relationship) and nurture this romance. Your heartache from the past will release and you will find joy with this new, very stable and magickal woman. (I heard “Apples and Oranges.” The two women are not to be compared. They are completely different from each other and in their paths. They are different in what they are here to experience with you.) This new love will be quite independent and it is the right time in this life for this convergence.

I feel that early Fall will render an extremely significant shift for you.

I hope this helps you on your journey and I wish you clarity peace and joy going forward in your New Year!

One Love Padmes


Thank you for your patience in my response. I have recently had a loss in the family and have been moving a bit more slowly than usual.

Here is the what I got from my angels and guides when asking for you: “What do I need to know in order to take my business to the next level?”

My darling, my first impressions are that you have some research to do and that you need to get over some fears about being successful before you can truly achieve what you want to achieve—all feasible, by the way.

I see that even though it would be in your best interest to collaborate with a like-mind who has your best interests in mind, you will be going at this possibly with your own money and your own entrepreneurial skills and prowess.

I advise you to go for it, learn all you can before investing, and be patient with your investment. Though not traditional, your empire will grow if you water it with love and kindness. In all your business relationships, you’ll get more bees with honey, honey.


“Will Kitty be Found?”

Thank you for your patience. I hope this helps you in your quest for greater goodness. Here is what I heard from my guides and angels when asking the question, “Will Kitty be found?”:

My darling, it does not look so.

The Wheel Reversed: The timing is not right for this to come into fruition. The best thing for now is to be quiet (as hard as that may be) in order to hear/feel when the timing is more supportive. You may have more intuitive synchronicities in a different physical location..

Two of Swords Reversed: Something in you knows what’s up. You have come to a resolution within youself that you believe to be true—trust what you feel, because your feelings are right on.

Judgment Reversed: Look back at patterns in the past and learn from them. What does this remind you of? How can you let go and forgive?

I hope this has helped in some way. Please do not hesitate to contact me again for further assistance.


Question: I’m expecting some kind of big change. What would that be? Intuitively or something tangible?

Hi Ming,

I know that I said it was going to be a 3-card reading, but today my guides directed me to use the inverted triangle spread so here it is:

What’s the deal?

This card validates/indicates your query: 6 of Wands—The Victory card. You are definitely right when you say something’s coming. A push of victory is manifesting into your life at this time.

That’s the deal

This card position indicates what is affecting the deal. The 2 of Swords and the Devil. The Devil shows me great suppression of what is holding you back in your endeavors; A cloudiness of consciousness that keeps you from your dreams or moving forward in terms of growth. There’s something that you need to face and cut ties with—something that you need to acknowledge.

The 2 of Swords shows me that you are opening to that consciousness, but not yet ready to make that cut. Almost though! It’s like you’ve got one foot in the fog and the other out!

What’s going to happen?

The 3 of Pentacles and the 9 of Swords. First I’d like to let you know that I feel you have company helping you through this part of your life and with this change. I see two guides with you that have been with you for a long time, and I feel through past lives. To me they have Egyptian energy.

I feel that this change has to do with higher consciousness rather than something tangible, like a car, a baby, or a job. This change is about opening your third eye and intuitive abilities. It seems that you may have extremely telling dreams and get in touch with some past life energy. I also see that you have extreme intuitive potential and this is a major door opening for you.

Where you stand

The 5 of Wands shows me that you’re fighting this change a bit. I sense there’s a fear of opening up to the unknown, and that very fear is what the chains are that need to be broken, the thing that is holding you back that needs to be cut free. Your process will lead you to become fearless and let your natural evolution happen. Step into your own intuition.

You are surrounded by the highest vibrations of love and light. Angels surround you and protect you. I wish you peace on your journey.

The Evolved Indigo—Forgiveness

The Cage is an Illusion

One night I dreamed I was wearing a T-shirt that said “compassion” across the front. Slowly it all came together. When you acknowledge to yourself that you are no longer under law, “I am under grace, I don’t have to be the warrior anymore,” you can open yourself to compassion; for yourself and for others.

In the Bhagavad Gita, the sacred Hindu text, the god Krishna tells yogi Arjuna that it is a misjudgment to focus on the outcomes of our efforts rather than on the efforts themselves,

“The man who is devoted and not attached to the fruit of his actions obtains tranquility.”

This was difficult for me, but I had to face the shift in consciousness and accept myself for who I was, a complete universe in my own right. I had to remind myself that my ego was the only thing that made me feel fearful, alone, and not accepted. I had to forgive myself. Detaching emotionally, even a bit at a time, can create a monumental turning point in life, faith, and forgiveness.

Grace is honoring the divinity of a situation, person, place, thing or existence, while not dealing with it, blocking it or denying it, is excusing it. Through Grace we forgive.  All we have to focus on is Grace. When you change your present, you can change your future. Whenever I feel sidetracked I say this mantra to myself to help me stay focused, “All you need to do today is love being alive, even it it’s the hardest thing you’ve ever done.”  I remind myself to be grateful that I’ve chosen to come into a life, and now of all times, to be part of this brilliant madness that we call the Universe.

Fierce grace is not detachment. It’s the ultimate unity.

When you can move beyond your bubble of experience and see the connection through the Universe, the guilt and shame, the stuff of walls, releases because you sense its illusion. When you “wag more and bark less,” things seem to fall into place. Living your life in service brings about peace. Through grace we forgive. All we have to focus on is grace.

HSPs/Empaths, at the height of sensitivity, anxiety, or stress, can feel that the world is black and white, good and evil. How we teach them the ways of life, how to respect and forgive, is especially important. Raising our children in this supportive manner and teaching through experience encourages Indigos, Crystals, and Rainbows who are coming into their gifts. By acknowledging these personal self-realizations, we honor our children giving them what they need now. We honor ourselves by speaking our Warrior’s truths.

I have great respect for my Warrior. I am ready to forgive.

This post is the third in a three-part series.

Read the first: The Evolved Indigo—When the Warrior is Ready to Forgive
Read the second: The Evolved Indigo—The Warrior